Friday, July 20, 2007
i nv thought i will ever need to do this again.
especially after i have met u.
yea, they call it "emo"?
or simple, the call it act of crazyness.
its my fault, i do not deny.
but, wad happened has happended.
u are not willing to anything i said.
i dun blame anyone, but myself.
ppl, pls dun waste blood, especially if u are A type.
i had a fren in hospital right now,
suffering from lukenia, he needs a A blood type.
i am an O type, so its okay.
if u happen to read this post,
i hope u will not come to me and says, " WHY DID U CUT URSELF AGAIN?!"
or "U ARE TRYING TO BE STUPID AGAIN RIGHT?"
i know its wrong, but u ppl know i am a bit paranoid and add on to my emo-ness,
i cant find any better ways make me feel the pain of parting wif her lesser..
i am sorry to those who care for me.
i am sorry.
i promised nv to cut again,
but i wasnt able to keep it.
i guess there wont be any more promises for me after today,
i will be silloute hallow shell wandering around from now on.
ivan is dead.