Thursday, October 25, 2007
ARGH.
I dunno what is happening.
I am just drowning myself in alcohol again everynight.
What should ii turn to when my Vodka finally finish?
I dunno. Everything is just NOT right anymore.
Please, do something to assure me.
You are fading away from me.
I had a dream,
a terrible nightmare.
So I tried to embrace your now absent back,
Seeking the comfort it always offered.
Just one more time.
Stay by my side, forever and ever,
To banish those howling visions.
I don’t want to lose you again,
As I make sure you are there.
Though I might one day consider this a mistake.
The wind in your hair, is so very beautiful indeed.